FML

I dunnoe how I feel, but I think I rather write than to keep it inside me, like I always do.

I dunnoe where the fuck you get the idea that when somebody never comment in your blog, u automatically assume that person to have stalker tendencies, or to just read your blog without showing any ‘concern’ or ‘care’ for your life. Maybe its that for others, but didn’t I already told u that I prefer talking about your problems over MSN, rather than some small chit-chat in the comment box of your blog.

Didn’t I told you that I dun like doing ‘comments’?

Didn’t I told you that I will talk to you over msn instead?

Didn’t you realised how unjust you are?

I dun get it, for someone I talk to the most, this is the shit that is thrown at me. And you told me that I didn’t talk to ‘your’ problems. WTH? I tried, incase you are unaware. That everytime we talk, I tried to bring out your side of the story, your side of life. But what did YOU gave me? “Okay lor…” “Like that lor…” “So so lor…”

Dun ever try to push shit onto me when it is clearly YOU are the one who is disinterested in talking about urself. And you are blaming it on me.

Clearly you know that you urself do not show interest other than you own clique. Than wat was the talk about getting to know each other, caring out for one another about? Is that all superficial….paying lip-service? What did our 3 months of knowing each other come to? Nothing I say, all reflected in that act of yours. And you also said that I appear pissed and angst whenever ‘you’ tried talking to me. Didn’t you realised that you are the one who is that? I have talk to you understand you, even rmbering what you said. But do you even know something about me? You asked me, I’ve told you. But clearly you dun give a damn, than again, why the fuck is everything my fault when it comes to this. The only fucking time when you actually ‘appeared’ concern is when the fuck you assume things wrongly, and tried pinning the blame on me.

Then again, why the hell would I wanna know you when you already show how terrible of a person you are? Didn’t I told you the reason before? Like when I say that I’m busy whilst talking to you, you just said go and do my stuff, like I care, who ask you to talk to me. And on the other side, you want attention. You are conflicting and ironic of a person. So much so that I’ve came to realise that it has been a one-sided affair all along. I agree that I’m wrong to have engage you when I already know who and what you are, and THE FUCK WHEN YOU SAY THAT YOU DUN LIKE PPL WHO SAY THAT THEY UNDERSTAND YOU. Grow up, ppl have the right to give their criticism and opinion of who you are. It only shows how immature you are, and the fact that you dun dare to step out of your comfort zone, preferring to do things ‘your’ way. I have never seen a person like you. Bless myself somewhat.

As much as I have to say this, but I tink I’m hurt mentally and emotionally for like the 2^nd time in my life. And words can’t describe how I’m feeling, anger towards myself or to you, even I myself can’t see it…