FML

SINGTEL SUSPENDED MY HP LINE CAUSE I HAVE NO MEANS TO PAY IT BACK. DAMNIT, ONLY INCOMING CALLS AND SMSES ARE ALLOWED. EVEN SO, IF I CAN'T PAY THEM, MY LINE WOULD GET CUT.

WHAT A WAY TO END OFF THE YEAR!!!!!

GETAWAY

Muscle ache at the right biceps/triceps and wrist. Must be from the intense fanning i did during barbeque. Typing becomes an effing problem itself.

Enjoyed myself during EAST District little get-away cum barbeque, had a nice time getting to know fellow cadets who had just passed out from 58th. Talk lots of crap and smokescreens aplenty.

On the downside, i'm pretty disappointed at the amount of _________ in Downtown East Chalet. Walked around with the group at round 12am at night, and basically everyone's gone. Should have done that during the BBQ peak period from 7-10pm.

Slept like 4am today and woke up later at 11am. LOL someone's gonna say something about my sleeping pattern already. But its not like i'm complaining ^^ just..... First week of school is going to be very crappy for sure.

So effing tired that this post seem to be lacking lots of things... Damn

EAST BARBEQUE!!

YUPPIE!!!

BARBEQUE TOMORROW!!!

Apparently i only confirm today, so it looks like some idiot out there(intake IC) would be pissed by me.

But who the hell gives a damn about you, i still remembered you leaving me in the lurch during PT Enhacement Course, just so you can talk to some girl from West. And hopefully get into her good books.

Its already good that the entire district is still tolerant of your nonsense.

Okay, i think tomorrow is gonna be AMAZING. Ofcourse there will be some people who can't control their hunger and eat more than others and demand even more. Don't make life difficult for those who plan, really.

Time to work those fire raising skills ^^

Used to run 10 rounds around the 400m track without a slight tinge of ache.

Now?

4 rounds is enough to reduce me to collapsing on the ground, gasping for air, trying to steady me breath.

Hell lot to catch up.

I don't think 3 months of pre-BMT is worth it at all. Wanna go back to NCC.

Fuck.

Better start now.

FUCKING

SCREWED

UP

YOU

SUCK!

Camp Pinnacle Instructors' Outing 2009

Can't wait for the madness come tomorrow at 5pm, East Coast Park Chalets :D

On a side note, shit i haven get anything yet!

Shall do last minute shopping for gifts later on.... at 7 ELEVEN ^^

38.5

FUCK

FEVER

Pondering...

Here is a thread in STOMP that was pretty well done, something i have never seen before in my 3 years of 'STOMPING'.

http://talkback.stomp.com.sg/forums/showthread.php?t=91233

It really makes me wonder my status in this really small country of ours, and all the shit i did since leaving primary school. How to survive in Singapore? I guess, that is quite a difficult question to answer... Especially with all the different schools involved, and the 'real' world that is out there...

Damn it

FML

I dunnoe how I feel, but I think I rather write than to keep it inside me, like I always do.

I dunnoe where the fuck you get the idea that when somebody never comment in your blog, u automatically assume that person to have stalker tendencies, or to just read your blog without showing any ‘concern’ or ‘care’ for your life. Maybe its that for others, but didn’t I already told u that I prefer talking about your problems over MSN, rather than some small chit-chat in the comment box of your blog.

Didn’t I told you that I dun like doing ‘comments’?

Didn’t I told you that I will talk to you over msn instead?

Didn’t you realised how unjust you are?

I dun get it, for someone I talk to the most, this is the shit that is thrown at me. And you told me that I didn’t talk to ‘your’ problems. WTH? I tried, incase you are unaware. That everytime we talk, I tried to bring out your side of the story, your side of life. But what did YOU gave me? “Okay lor…” “Like that lor…” “So so lor…”

Dun ever try to push shit onto me when it is clearly YOU are the one who is disinterested in talking about urself. And you are blaming it on me.

Clearly you know that you urself do not show interest other than you own clique. Than wat was the talk about getting to know each other, caring out for one another about? Is that all superficial….paying lip-service? What did our 3 months of knowing each other come to? Nothing I say, all reflected in that act of yours. And you also said that I appear pissed and angst whenever ‘you’ tried talking to me. Didn’t you realised that you are the one who is that? I have talk to you understand you, even rmbering what you said. But do you even know something about me? You asked me, I’ve told you. But clearly you dun give a damn, than again, why the fuck is everything my fault when it comes to this. The only fucking time when you actually ‘appeared’ concern is when the fuck you assume things wrongly, and tried pinning the blame on me.

Then again, why the hell would I wanna know you when you already show how terrible of a person you are? Didn’t I told you the reason before? Like when I say that I’m busy whilst talking to you, you just said go and do my stuff, like I care, who ask you to talk to me. And on the other side, you want attention. You are conflicting and ironic of a person. So much so that I’ve came to realise that it has been a one-sided affair all along. I agree that I’m wrong to have engage you when I already know who and what you are, and THE FUCK WHEN YOU SAY THAT YOU DUN LIKE PPL WHO SAY THAT THEY UNDERSTAND YOU. Grow up, ppl have the right to give their criticism and opinion of who you are. It only shows how immature you are, and the fact that you dun dare to step out of your comfort zone, preferring to do things ‘your’ way. I have never seen a person like you. Bless myself somewhat.

As much as I have to say this, but I tink I’m hurt mentally and emotionally for like the 2^nd time in my life. And words can’t describe how I’m feeling, anger towards myself or to you, even I myself can’t see it…

Joy rides

Went to look for guitar related accessories today + recce for supplies for ensemble.

Supposedly went to woodlands to visit standard value, unfortunately, for me, i keep taking the wrong bus. Not really wrong, but i took 911 and 913, the bus went around the neighbourhood first, AND CAME BACK TO THE FREAKING STATION. So i really panic cuz i dun noe whether i took the right bus or not, but then, when the bus(913) im taking came back to the station, some passengers did not got off. THEN I REALISED THAT ITS SUPPOSE TO GO ONE BIG ROUND IN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD BEFORE GOING TO Woodlands checkpoint.

By then i realised, its like 7pm or so, and SV closes at 8pm. Luckily i arrived in time.

See ibanezes (MII) and Swings/Rallys(MIKs), and drool throughout. If only i had the money..........

Bought DrDuck's AxWax(cleaner) and took the mrt to peninsula where luckily, music theme haven closed in contrast to all other shops. Elixir strings was next, damage +$26. Got down to bread talk at cityhall and got some floss buns, damage +$4.50 though its going to be paid by my mother :D.

Anyway, at home then i realised there's a better deal. Like bluegrass company which sells the strings at $22!!!!!!! WAT THE #$%&!? Difference in damage amounting to $4!!!! Could have save the money, now my savings........ Sumore free postage, though the downside is that it takes 2 working days to be send....

Vow to buy from bluegrass already, much more cheaper.

And that's wat i did for the entire day on Friday 3th July 2009.....