Disappointment...

The results are out, and damn! I should have did better than this, but the time has come, and it has been decided that i'm not well suited for studies in a mainstream JC. So plan B kicks in. Be going into Millennia Institute instead, the 3-yr course that leads to the A levels.

Here is the breakdown of my results:

Eng-> B3

Maths-> B4

Science (Physics/Chemistry) -> A1

Humanities (History/Social Studies) -> A2

Mother Tongue -> B3

POA -> D7

Design and Technology -> E8

Actual Score: L1R4 = 13 points (YAY! My christmas wish is fufilled!)

L1R5 = 20 points (BOO! My christmas wish is done for!)

Ideal Score: L1R4 <14>

L1R5 <15>

Summary: I did better than my prelims, and my actual score wasn't dat far from my dream score. :)

Anyway, didn't expected myself to score a distinction for Humanities, considering that i didn't/half-did one SEQ. Wats even ironic is that the chapters that came out and i chosed for humanities wasn't the one i was studying, i answered using Generalised information from chapters that i know of.

Disappointing was my score in Mother Tongue, was expecting/praying/working hard to acheive A1, but i'm treated wif a B3 instead. Muz be the essays that i messed up...

Even worse is my score in D and T and POA, if not for the both of them. I would have gotten my idea score for L1R5 and got into a mainstream JC!!!!!!!!!!!

Like they say, the past is the past, concentrate on the future. I'm glad to say i have did that cuz i'm free to go for any poly, save for my dreams of admission into a JC. If time could turn bak to the days of my Sec 2 days, i would grabbed the chance of triple science, since i showed some flair for Bio during Sec 1/2 General Science exams.

A disappointment i have been when i was in those days, wasting my time doing nothing useful. But i'm glad i finally step out from that state, though it could be better if it was earlier. For now, i could ask nothing more than my dreams for serving in the army can be kept alive.

The future still seems bleak to me, for not many have gotten fantastical grades in MI. If for that matter, chances of serving as a regular and getting a scholarship from the SAF is slim. Hope that something or someone can light up my path ahead, for i wish to get none of the experience i've gone through during my secondary school days.

After 4 years, Class of wat started as 1EA of 2005 is now disbanded, each of us pursueing our dreams and aspirations on our own. But one thing for sure, the bond we had will last through our memories. For me, i hope to see u guys later in our lives or when we step into the working world. Who knows? The future lies uncertainties that remains a mystery for all...

4EA Class of 2008...

Signing Off!!!!!